Friday, November 17, 20069:35 PM
i wait to see you online, but i dare not talk to you when you are... a tinge of sadness feels me when you go offline.... when will this feeling go away? when will it go away?did i make the right choice? or was it another stupid decision? haiz... i realli dunno.. i see my frenz so happy in their JCs.. maybe i should have followed them... i might be happier now...i might have made good close frenz...
but i know, there is no turning back now.. now that i have spend 1 year in poly, it would be dumb for me to turn back and change my path..
BUT seriously, i envy my jc frenz... having frenz to turn to.. having frenz to celebrate their bdae.. i miss days in tkgs... where we sing bdae song loudly. i miss our class bdae =(
well, i dont think my 18th bdae would be as fun. but i guess i still have my secondary school frenz =) hope they are free... if not next year really sian 1/2.. oh well.. i shall not habour too much hope, if not disappointment will be BIG. yupp =)
hey.. i noe already, i shall go for first 3 months then make new frenz =) hehe.... yupp, but i dun wan to go alone... who wants to go with me raise up your hands =)
yamapi!!!<3
